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Name: Johan
Location: United States
Birthday: 8/24/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: My main intrest at this point of my life is first, Stacy, the girl i've been dating. She is one of the most important people in my life, if she left or something happened to her i don't think that i would wana go on. I mean theres nothing else left in life for me. Because of her i am still here today, well her and my best friend Matt. I hope that things work out for the both of us.
Expertise: Blender and some other programs like Auto Cad, That sorta thing. I have a wide spread knowledge about cars and computers. So if u need any thing in that range, let me know.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
2/22/2006
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| I THINK THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY IN THIS SCREEN NAME.
I WANTED A PLACE THAT NO ONE I WAS CLOSE TO WOULD KNOW ABOUT, A PLACE THAT I COULD JUST LET IT OUT, MY TRUE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS. THAT PLACE HAS BEEN FOUND.
I MIGHT MAKE A NEW SCREEN NAME TO WORK UNDER, I'LL SEE.
SO FOR THOSE WHO READ THAT I MIGHT NOT KNOW, JUST SEARCH YOU WILL FIND THE NEW SCREEN NAME.
FUCK THIS LIFE, WHY MUST SOME HAVE IT SO WELL AND OTHERS MUST TAKE THE SHIT THAT THE LUCKY ONES DONT?
ITS NOT RIGHT, NOT WORTH IT.
WHAT ARE WE LIVING FOR ANYWAY? SO THAT THERE WILL BE A PLACE FOR THE FORTUNATE TO TAKE THEIR SHIT ON ,THATS WHY.
AND STACY I KNOW YOU STILL READ THIS, I WANT U TO KNOW THAT TODAY WAS GREAT, ITS NOT YOU THAT IS FUCKING THINGS UP FOR ME THERE IS A LOT OF THINGS THAT I WANT TO TELL YOU BUT CANT AND MABEY NEVER BE ABLE TO.
I THINK MABEY I JUST NEED TO BLOW THIS TOWN FOR A WHILE MABEY THINGS WILL WORK ITS SELF OUT.
TO ALL:
LIFE IS A BITCH THEN YOU DIE, WE ALL WILL, SO TRY TO MAKE THE BEST OF IT. | | |
| ITS BEEN 2 WEEKS AND I CANT GO NO MORE. I NOW SEE WHAT THEY MEAN WHEN THEY SAY " YOU DONT KNOW WHAT U HAVE ,UNTIL ITS GONE. WELL LOOSING ONE OF THE TWO I CARED ABOUT THE MOST HAS SHOW AND PROVEN IT TO ME. I NEED HER BACK! I DONT KNOW HOW LONG I CAN GO ON , NOT BEING ABLE TO HUG, KISS, OR MAKE ANY CONTACT TO SHOW HOW MUCH I CARE FOR HER ( WITHOUT HAVING THE BACK OF MY MIND TELLING ITS NOT RIGHT UR NOT WITH HER. SO STACY , BABE IF U READ THIS, I WANT U TO KNOW I WILL ALWAYS CARE FOR U AND I WANT U TO KNOW THAT I WANT U BACK. I NEED U BACK. BUT I NEED TO KNOW I CAN TRUST U AND SAME FOR U. TAKE THE TIME U NEED WITH THE FAMILY AND I HOPE UR GRANDMOTHER IS OR WILL BE GETTING BETTER
WELL I NEED SOME SLEEP
CHOW
GOUIE AANT. | | |
| Last night i was out with my best friend Matt W. JUST GOIN AROUND IN HIS BOAT OUT ON THE LAKE. STACY CALLED, SHE TOLD ME THAT THINGS WERENT WORKING OUT FOR HER. YEP SHE DITCHED ME. OVER JUST LIKE THAT, NO SIGNS OR NOTHING . ANYONE KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO LOOSE ONE OF THE TWO PEOPLE THAT YOU CARE ABOUT THE MOST? IT KILLS. HER AND MATT IS THE REASON IM STILL HERE. NOW SHE IS GONE. ITS ALMOST LIKE I AM HALF WAY GONE MYSELF. IF ANYTHING WAS TO HAPPEN TO MATT IT WOULD BE THE LAST OF ME
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| LAST NIGHT I WENT ON A DATE WITH STACY, IT SEEMED TO GO PRETTY WELL. WE WERE WITH ANITHER COUPLE. THE FUNNY THING IS , I HAD TO WORK TILL 12 AM ON FRIDAY AND COME IN AT 8 AM THEN WORK TILL 4 . AT THE END I WAS NOT IN THE MOOD TO GO SOME WHERE. BUT THEN I WENT AND SAW STACY AND ITS LIKE IT ALL CHANGES WHEN I AM AROUND HER. I AM IN THIS REALLY GOOD MOOD WHEN AND AFTER HANGING OUT WITH HER. THE MORE I AM WITH HER THE MORE I GET ATTATCHED. WE STILL DONT WANT TO TAKE THINGS TO FAST THOUNG BECAUSE SHE HAD A RELATIONSHIP THAT WENT SOUR NOT TOO LONG AGO.  MY FRIENDS SAY I AM PSSY WIPED  ,MABEY, BUT I AM LOVIN IT. | | |
| The day started good and seems to be getting better. I didb't have to work today, yeah funny hu, but best of all, the people at work that has been running my case latley, yeah their both gone. Then to put the cherry on the cake, I saw Stacy today . She's like the girl of ur dreams. She has personality, respect , love , a great sense of humor, and the BONUS, she is one hot mamma. You know how a lot of hot chicks are bitches, well not Stacy, she cares about those below her just like the ones at her level.
Well i have to get back to Blender.
so Chow Have a great night.
Goue' aant (Afrikaans) | | |
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